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My Mother Asked My Brother To Beat And Injure Me Because I Am Gay, I Have Now Been Disowned” – Victor, A Nigerian Gay Man Says

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NoStrings joined up with Victor, a Nigerian University student, who shared his very personal and painful story about how he struggled for so many years with his sexual orientation, and how his family handled the situation when they discovered that he is gay.

Growing up in a heavily religious country like Nigeria wasn’t quite easy for Victor at all, as he said “I grew up in fear and a lot of confusion, also, I won’t say I had the best of my childhood. When I realized that my sexual orientation was different, I got scared, I thought it would pass” he continued “it was obvious I was different from a lot of people, and when people noticed that I was effeminate, they started calling me all sorts of names like; woman wrapper, girl, woman”

He further recounts that when his mother found out about him, she broke down and cried, and this lasted for days. He said “My mum did not take it like every normal African mother; she cried for days, called me all sorts of names like, Anti-Christ, black sheep of the family, a disgrace, she said I should disown her, just as she has disowned me, that she doesn’t want to have anything to do with me again, she said she wouldn’t be responsible for anything that concerns me again, including my education and everything. She warned my entire sibling to stay away from me and not to have anything to do with me again”

With the family finding out, life became hell for Victor at home, the entire family turned their back on him, and with the permission from his mother, his siblings started tormenting him by stealing and collecting his items and abusing it, he recounts “my elder brother became a monster, my younger brother all of a sudden started calling me different horrible names, and intentionally hurting me, and getting on my knelf, he’ll steal my phones, steal my shoes, because he knew I wouldn’t be able to report him to anyone as everybody was against me” he continued “my brother and I became real enemies ever since then, he told me several times not to even drink from a cup that he drops, he also threatened to kill me several times, he has also physically assaulted me several times, inflicted a lot of injuries on my body, leaving me with a scar on both my hands and on my head”

Dealing with rejection from his family for him was not easy, He said “I questioned God, I took a lot of pills, I wanted to end it all, I wanted to kill myself, but thanks to my neighbors and my sisters who came to save me” he continued “at a point I left the house, thinking when I’ll return, everything would’ve changed. I was frustrated and depressed, because my education was stopped, I had to start fending for myself, and I took on odd jobs to survive”

When asked about his father and the role he played in all that was happening or if he was aware at all of what was going on with him at the time, he said “I lost my dad in 2006”

He describes his current relationship with his family as ‘distant’ he said “I see them once in a blue moon, and when I see them, I don’t feel anything, I don’t miss them, no emotions, no family bond between us any longer”

But luck met him when he found a lady in church whom he now calls a God-mother. The woman took him in as a son after listening to his story he said “I met her in church, we were actually in the same study group, just like a library, a place where I go to when I feel like just to read, that was where and how I met her, we got into talking, and I explained everything to her, she said she appreciated the way I explained everything to her without the fear of being judged, she felt OK with everything, because she’s exposed, and she has studied in England, even though she stated that she is not in total support of it [my sexual orientation], but she expressed that since it is not a choice for me, so therefore she’s just ok with me as a person, she loves me and she is cool with me, and since she doesn’t have a child of her own, she now calls me her son, and ever since then, has been supporting and financing my education”

When asked if he has ever tried to change or alter his sexual orientation, he said “Yes, severally, I have really tried to change, I have tried to delete all the social network applications on my phone[as for him this seems to vulnerably expose him to other gay men], in the past, I have tried to be mean to other gay guys. I have also tried shutting myself completely out from the world, I have tried googling about it. But I got into discovering that the more I tried to change, the more frustrated and depressed I become”

He further states that he wishes that things were different for him though, as he would’ve loved his mother, and siblings to understand him for him and not focus so much on his sexual orientation. He said “I really wish that things were different, I wish I had a family to call my own, I wish my family will understand that my sexuality is not a choice, and that I am born this way, I wish I had a family I can go back to after school, I really wish my dad was still alive, because I would’ve opened up to him, because I think he would’ve understood me”

When asked about his current look on life, he says with a troubling voice “Life to me is misery, I have two brothers, why me? Why not them? Basically I look at life as not fair, and sometimes I say to myself, life is what I can make out of it”

Nigeria is among the 38 African countries out of 76 countries where homosexuality is illegal. The country’s law punishes citizens who engages in same-sex relationships with 14 years prison sentence and death penalties in its Islamic states under the Sharia Law.  A recently signed Same-Sex Marriage Prohibition Act in the country by president Goodluck Ebele Jonathan in February 2014 promotes and encourages violent attacks both from within the family circle and the general public against LGBT people in the country [Nigeria].

Things of this nature reported here, happens every day in the country [Nigeria], but the questions that I have continued to ask when situations like these happen are;

  1. Do we necessarily need to descend into becoming lower animals and allow our instincts get the best of us and therefore becoming vile toward our fellows? Wouldn’t this portray us as being weak as against how we actually want to come across?
  2. Is violence really changing things?
  3. Wouldn’t it be a good thing for the peace of all if we apply a greater amount of wisdom by looking at the very different positive movements around the world and then tapping into its advantages?
  4. Are we failing to love?
  5. Are we failing to understand or deliberately ignoring to look at what the law really says about Human Rights?
  6. What should inform our actions; knowledge, faith or our religious beliefs?
  7. Whatever happened to our very own moral obligations and responsibilities to be fair in our actions and take control of our activities so that it doesn’t affect an undeserving neighbor?
  8. Are homosexuals really that dangerous?
  9. Do people really choose to become homosexuals; if we agree to this, how right can we be when, even when the father of this theory has proven otherwise?
  10. What makes us, or gives us the right to inflict bodily harm to a fellow all in the name of what we believe a person should be or how they should behave?
  11. Whatever happened to conscience?

Let’s think, Let’s think, and lets reflect clearly and honestly upon these things…

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Please note: We have used the name ‘Victor’ to safeguard the participant’s identity.

Have you been harassed, assaulted, or abused as a result of your sexual orientation? Please, do not further increase the burden that you experience by suffering in silence, share your story and experience. Doing this will further expose the horror and agony witnessed by LGBTIQ persons in the country, (Nigeria). To do this, then send an email to info@nostringspodcast.com

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    Grantomy 8 years

    Reading through you post has no doubt left me with teary eyes. I am a teenager who is also finding it quite difficult to fit in with those around me because of my sexual orientation and fear of being discovered. Here in Nigeria, many people actually think your being gay is something you choose, but it’s not. They don’t know the emotional pain you are forced to live with for the rest of your life. Most times i just wished it was a nightmare that i can wake from, but it is not. Well, I am very grateful to you for what you are doing and I pray that God will use you as a platform to reach out to many. thanks

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    Sibonelo Ncanana Trower 8 years

    Very sad and painful story. I hope that one day all will be well in your country and that your family will realise the pain they have caused you

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    muonyad 8 years

    same thing I am passing through

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      Muonyad, Be encouraged, you are not alone, however, if you feel the need to talk to someone, please reach out to me. Thank you

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    spiralx 8 years

    Very pleased to read how you found a lady who accepts you as you are, especially when she doesn’t entirely understand it herself. That’s wonderful for you. I would say what others have already said before: your true family are the people who love you for who you are. Your biological family is something else again. And always remember that your sexual orientation does not define who you are. It is a biological trait that you can use or misuse, like being black, or being male. Your life is up to you. So go out there and prove that those who really care about you are right to believe in you. I know you can do it.

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    I am deeply grateful for all your wonderful comments here, wishing this young man a happy life, please continue to support the platform, as even though the law here in the country has criminalised homosexuality, it makes no provision for people to become violent against fellow citizens for whatever reasons.

    I am a Journalist and a reporter, and this platform investigates and reports violent and horrible crimes committed against citizens of this country [Nigeria]

    To me, the value for dignity and respect for human beings and lives comes first, and this is part of my many responsibilities as a citizen of this country [Nigeria].

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    collins 8 years

    That’s so Bad… have they been a position you see your self dying but you can’t even help yourself. All they need is our love, care and support….my worst pain is that most of this guy’s are talented but not given opputurnity to showcase their talent due to how they appear. We are all created equal by God….judgments and it’s rewards is from God alone. Let’s stop discrimination and embrace Diversity.

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      Shantel +27740888594 8 years

      Same like mine,I always ask myself is it a crime to be gay,I was disown at d age of 15,most people call me ghost bcos I don’t have parents,life is hell,but thanks to God am living happy in south Africa anytime I think of my parents,I feel like a dog without bone,

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